RECENT ACTS OF THE HOLY GHOST
Someone has said that 'The Acts of the Apostles' should have been
called 'The Acts of the Holy Ghost,' because it is here that His
personality, who is the 'other Comforter,' whom Jesus promised, and
His work and leadership are made manifest and shown large. And to
show that He still works and leads, and makes men triumphant and
glad as in those far-away days of the Apostles, as in the days of
Wesley, and the early days of The Army, I want to pass on portions
of two letters I have recently received, one from an Officer and one
from a young Soldier, one from the Pacific Coast and the other from
the Atlantic seaboard:
'My DEAR COLONEL, --
I feel I must write and tell you, knowing you will be interested,
that on May 3rd of this year God wonderfully sanctified me. Though
for many years I had claimed the Blessing, through the preaching of
a wonderful man of God, I was shown that there were still carnal
propensities dwelling in my heart. I have felt for some time that
there was something wrong with my experience. I was not making the
progress along spiritual lines I wanted to make, nor was I seeing
the success I wanted to see.
That night I saw it all, and though it took me nearly a week to pray
through, on the 3rd of May the work was really accomplished in my
heart.
What a wonderful peace filled my soul! I never experienced anything
like it before. I really received the Holy Ghost that afternoon. He
still abides.
As I see my experience now it is like this: About fourteen years ago
I claimed the experience and have gone on ever since thinking I had
the Blessing, but the Devil simply duped me. Though God came to my
help when I taught the experience, I was just duped, for I had never
really died to sin, and really never knew "the old man" to be
crucified until the above date. 'But now, thank God there is
something more than thinking, than work is done.'
When a man faces his unsatisfactory experience courageously, willing
to know the worst about himself, and sets himself to pray before the
Lord and to 'pray through,' the Holy Ghost will surely come, and
having come will abide. Hallelujah! But before He can come in to
abide, 'the old man' must be crucified and put off. In closing his
letter this brother writes
'I presume you will remember me as a Lieutenant at A_____ when you
visited that place thirteen years ago. I remember this incident that
occurred at that time. You gave me some letters to put in the post
office, and stood at the door while I mailed them. I remember
distinctly looking at them to see to whom they were addressed. While
it was not a sin against God, it was a sin against you and a very
great breach of good manners. I want to apologize and ask your
pardon.'
I do not admit that the brother sinned against me, but rather
against his own conscience; and this is a fine illustration of the
delicacy and tenderness of conscience the Holy Spirit begets, and
how courteous and considerate of each other He would make us! And it
is because of failure to obey the Spirit in such minor matters that
many people are so spiritually coarse and unlovely, or so lean and
barren in soul. 'The little foxes spoil the vines; for our vines
have tender grapes.'
The other comrade writes:
My DEAR COLONEL, --
I have been praying for you. As for me, I have entered into a new
experience with Jesus. He has lifted me on to a higher plane and
showed me things that I never saw before; more light, more love,
more peace, more joy, and a better victory.
I have discovered many things about the Devil. It was God's will
that I should go through such dark experiences as I wrote you about
before. The Lord did not leave me, but He showed me the reality of
the Devil and his tricks. (Ephesians vi. 11.) That certainly was
"The Slough of Despond," but I came out more than conqueror,
Hallelujah!
The Devil surprises me by his perseverance. He is never discouraged.
If he can't get the big things, he will try for the small ones. He
is putting up a hard fight, but what can he do? The more I fight the
stronger I become and the more I love Jesus. I can't describe to you
my experience with Jesus. It is glorious, Hallelujah! He pays me
special visits, sometimes in shouting and jumping and the
overflowing of the spirit; and sometimes in calmness with a shower
of tears. But, Oh, how sweet those tears are! He does not leave me
alone, although sometimes I think He does, but I find Him hiding
behind that trouble, which He turns into a Blessing later.
My heart is flooded with light, love, peace, and joy, and sometimes
it is so overflowing that I can't bear it and do not know what to do
with myself. Oh, what a change! It began about the time of our
correspondence, when you were in C______ , and it is still going
higher. The best is yet to come. Hallelujah!
I do not know that I ever saw any one who had greater darkness and
difficulties than this second writer. When I first met him about a
year and a half ago, he was full of doubts and questionings and
trouble and seemed almost hopelessly in the dark. Again and again he
seemed about ready to give up entirely, but with help and
encouragement he kept on praying, reading, seeking, and now he has
found and his joy is almost too big for utterance. If people who are
not satisfied in their experience would take time to 'pray through,'
they would find their dark tunnels leading out into a large place
and into broad day. Jesus still lives and keeps 'watch above His
own' who hunger to be right, and He pours out the Holy Spirit upon
every one who obeys Him and seeks Him with all the heart. But before
we can be filled we must be emptied. Before we can have the 'life
more abundant,' we must die to sin. The 'old man ' must be crucified
and put off before Jesus can abide in our hearts and satisfy the
hunger of our souls.
Are you satisfied, my comrades? If not, begin right now and stir up
yourself to seek until you have found. Rouse yourself. Find a secret
place and pray, and pray again, and yet again, and you shall 'pray
through ' and be satisfied. I know, for I have prayed through. I
know, for Jesus has said:
Ask, and it shall be given you;
Seek, and ye shall find:
Knock, and it shall be opened unto you,'
and what Jesus has said is true. And what the Lord has done for
these two writers, He waits and longs to do for you. He is no
respecter of persons, and 'now is the accepted time.' Say to Him as
did Charles Wesley:
In vain Thou strugglest to get free, I never will unloose my hold;
Art Thou the Man who died for me? The secret of Thy love unfold
Wrestling, I will not let Thee go, Till I Thy name, Thy nature know.
Yield to me now, for I am weak, But confident in self-despair
Speak to my heart, in blessing speak; Be conquered by my instant
prayer:
Speak, or Thou never hence shalt move, And tell me if Thy name is
Love.
And you will soon be crying out as did Wesley:
'Tis Love! 'tis Love! Thou diedst for me; I hear Thy whisper in my
heart
The morning breaks, the shadows flee, Pure universal Love Thou art:
To me, to all Thy mercies move, Thy nature and Thy name is Love.
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