| CAUSES OF VACILLATION.The question is often asked, "Why is it that people fail to keep a 
		steady experience in holiness?" In answering in a general way we remark 
		that in the things of grace people get all they live for. Holiness 
		resides in the heart, and, as a consequence, the causes of vacillation 
		may be found in heart conditions, or in things that influence those 
		conditions. If your experience has been vacillating possibly you may 
		find the secret of this unsteadiness in some of the following 
		observations. If so, thank God for the discovery, and turn it at once to 
		practical account.
 Probably the greater number of vacillating professors of holiness never 
		attained this rich experience. They have repeatedly gone forward in some 
		holiness meeting or convention, consecrated themselves to God, repented 
		of numerous shortcomings, and been greatly blest; but in a short time 
		they have been down again. Then they say, "I have lost the experience of 
		holiness," are reproached by others for their lack of faith and called 
		doubting Thomases. But all this time there has been a questioning in 
		their minds as to whether they really got what they thought they did.
 
 The real experience may be lost, however -- from lack of faith, from 
		failure to trust God implicitly. Our faith must "stand not in the wisdom 
		of men, but in the power of God." But there come trying circumstances, 
		when all hell seems to surround the soul; then there enters the heart a 
		distrust of God's ability to keep from falling. It is the devil's 
		business to inoculate us with this insidious thing, If possible; but 
		remember the promise, "They that trust in the Lord shall be as Mount 
		Zion, which cannot be removed, but abideth forever" (Psa. 125: 1). Then 
		hold still, and if you are really sanctified, you will come out with 
		flying colors, knowing more of God than before. But where faith fails 
		there is generally some other reason further back that is the cause of 
		its failure, and we should be strictly honest and lay the blame at the 
		right place.
 
 Another sure cause of unsteadiness is a lack of watchfulness. The devil 
		is always on the alert, always looking for an opportunity to take the 
		citadel of "Man-soul" by storm. To offset this Jesus said, "Watch." We 
		are fighting with an unseen adversary. We must watch in every direction 
		and all the time. A great many become careless for a time, and in the 
		unguarded moment are overtaken by the enemy and fall.
 
 Still another occasion of vacillation is the lack of self-humiliation 
		under all circumstances. We say lack of self-humiliation, for though 
		pride be gone, yet there may arise circumstances, or a complication of 
		circumstances, under which if we refuse to humble ourselves, though 
		clearly in the right, we are, to say the least, in danger. Every change 
		of circumstances should be seized by the sanctified soul as a fresh 
		reason to go down before God. Resentment of slander, reproof, 
		correction, insult, or any trying thing, leaves the door open and sin 
		enters. But in all these conditions, and in success as well, the soul 
		should constantly abase itself before God.
 
 A failure of resignation may forfeit the experience. Under trying 
		circumstances the temptation would be to rebel, and force our way out; 
		but the resigned soul saves itself many perplexities by holding still 
		under the trial. If the sky is black and lowering, the sun will shine 
		all the brighter after the clouds roll away. Madam Guyon says if we 
		fight our temptations, they will only grow worse, but if we let them 
		alone and trust God they will soon leave."
 
 Carelessness in respect to the outward life is another source of 
		vacillation. Bramwell's advice was, "Reject everything in the present 
		that would in the least draw you from the love of God." God desires that 
		we glorify him in our lives. As never before, the soul when sanctified 
		avoids the appearance of evil. He holds himself to the clean, Bible 
		line, and makes no provision for the flesh to fulfill the lusts thereof. 
		Self-denial is his rule of life, and very often the secret of 
		unsteadiness may be traced to some self-indulgence that grieves the Holy 
		Spirit. We should constantly remember that even a little inattention to 
		the suggestions of the Holy Spirit will dull the edge of grace. When the 
		soul is clean, it more readily discerns evil than before. The first 
		heavy feeling should be heeded and the mistakes which occasions it 
		rectified, or the conscience will lose its tenderness and then it is not 
		very far to the bottom.
 
 A failure to press earnestly forward will deaden the soul. We must not 
		think that because we are cleansed there is no more for us. The bread 
		made this week is good, but it will mold next week; so more must be 
		made. When God especially blesses us there is danger of getting elated 
		and stopping to glory in the blessing instead of pressing on to greater 
		victories, and thus we lose the freshness and sweetness the blessing was 
		intended to impart. Bramwell says, "Never imagine that you have arrived 
		at the summit. No; see God in all things, and you will see no end."
 
 But the one great occasion of vacillation is a lack of prayer. It is 
		needless to quote the many scriptures that exhort us to this blessed 
		exercise. Let this one suffice: "Praying always with all prayer and 
		supplication in the Spirit, and watching thereunto with all perseverance 
		and supplication for all saints" (Eph. 6:18).
 "Prayer makes the darkened clouds withdraw,Prayer climbs the ladder Jacob saw;
 Gives exercise to faith and love;
 Brings every blessing from above.
 
 "Restraining prayer we cease to fight;
 Prayer keeps the Christian's armor bright;
 And Satan trembles when he sees
 the weakest saint upon his knees."
 A great many persons go through mere forms of prayer, and then wonder 
		why they do not reach soul victory; but life of prayer in the Spirit is 
		ever a victorious life.
 Other causes of vacillation might be mentioned, but the heart that will 
		be true to God will discover the treacherous wiles of the devil intended 
		for his overthrow. He will also be quick to discern the gentle leadings 
		of the Holy Spirit, drawing him to a life of deeper devotion and of holy 
		yearning, and to an ever-deepening self-abasement. As a consequence he 
		will be filled more and more with the burning love of God. 0 Grace! 
		where dost thou end? With cords of love thou dost draw our willing souls 
		into thyself, renewing us evermore in the image of thy divine Author. 
		Glory to God for this matchless fullness!
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